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Letters To The Past

from Thoughts Of A Dying Man by A POINT OF PROTEST

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Dear old friend, I still remember when August all of a sudden felt like December. At seventeen, worrying, unhappy in the skin I wore too tight. Trying to remain unseen. So much chaos within. To the point where I didn't care to feel anymore. “Don't want to feel anymore.” My only friends were my demons, my enemies vultures. There to prey on me whenever I was at my lowest. I cried myself to sleep at night, so many times and I prayed to your God, asking him why. I cried myself to sleep at night, so many times. Confused and scared of the world outside. Angry and aware of what was going on. I still recall what they did to my brother. How they pushed him around and no one stood up for him. And I remember nearly losing my sister. How death came close and how that impacted her. I have been angry. I actually still am. And up until this day I question the true meaning of "friends". Still have a hard time forgiving, let alone forget. Right before I fall asleep I still hear them in my head. I cried myself to sleep at night, so many times and I prayed to your God, asking him why. I cried myself to sleep at night, so many times. Confused and scared of the world outside. Still living in yesterday. But this is who I am. This is who I am today. And today I am proud of who I became. I am fine being an outcast because I am done trying to fit in. Spent so much time living in the past. But now it is time. My time to start living. And I still cry myself to sleep at night, from time to time. But I gave up your God after a while. Still cry myself to sleep at night, from time to time. But at least I still feel something real. At least I, I still feel.

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from Thoughts Of A Dying Man, released February 29, 2020

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